Chapter 6 - Dinner With A Monster

By 7:30 p.m., I was standing in our kitchen, the familiar hum of the refrigerator providing the only soundtrack to my racing thoughts.
Hidden beneath my collarbone, taped securely against my skin, was a microscopic audio transmitter no larger than a coin. A small receiver unit was concealed in the pocket of my oversized knit cardigan. Detective Morgan and a team of undercover tactical officers were stationed in an unmarked surveillance van parked three doors down on 72nd Street, listening to every breath I took.
The front door chimed.
Beep. The mechanical deadbolt slid back.
My heart vaulted into my throat. I gripped the wooden spoon in my hand, forcing my posture to remain relaxed as the door swung open.
Julian walked in.
He looked breathtakingly, terrifyingly like my husband. He was wearing Ethan's tailored charcoal suit, his Italian leather shoes, and his hair was styled in Ethan's exact side-part. He carried Ethan's leather briefcase in his right hand.
"Hey, sweetheart," he called out, his voice rich and soothing as he hung his coat on the brass rack by the entryway.
"Hey," I called back from the kitchen, forcing a warm, weary smile. "How was the rest of your day?"
He walked into the kitchen, stepping close to me. The scent of Ethan's signature sandalwood cologne rolled off him, but underneath the fragrance, my heightened senses caught the faint, chemical tang of something else—lighter fluid and industrial solvent.
He leaned in to kiss my cheek. Every fiber of my being screamed to recoil, to claw his eyes out, to scream for the police waiting outside.
I didn't move. I let his lips brush my skin. His stubble scratched my cheek in the exact pattern Ethan's did.
"It was exhausting," Julian sighed, loosening his silk tie with his left hand. "The legal team spent hours dealing with the insurance adjusters and the police department about the stolen Audi. But everything is handled now. It's over."
It's over. The double meaning hung heavy in the air.
"I made some chicken and pasta," I said, turning back to the stove to hide the flash of rage in my eyes. "Are you hungry?"
"Starving," he said, taking a seat at the kitchen island.
As I plated the food and set it before him, I watched his every movement like a hawk. He picked up his fork with his right hand—clearly forcing himself to use his non-dominant hand to maintain the charade. But his grip was awkward, his knuckles whitening as he tried to maneuver the fork with the precision Ethan possessed naturally.
"Natalie," he said softly, putting the fork down after two bites. He reached across the marble counter and covered my hand with his.
His skin felt freezing cold against mine.
"You've been so quiet today," he murmured, his dark eyes boring into mine with unnerving intensity. "You're still looking at me like you don't recognize me."
"I'm just traumatized, Ethan," I said, using my husband's name with deliberate emphasis. "Seeing all your belongings on that morgue table... hearing the coroner describe the body... it felt like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from."
Julian smiled—a slow, predatory curve of his lips that didn't reach his eyes.
"You don't have to worry anymore, Natalie. The man who was driving that car... he can never hurt us again. He's gone. From now on, it's just you and me. Exactly the way it was always supposed to be."
My pulse hammered against the hidden wire on my chest. He's slipping, I thought. He's talking about himself in the third person.
"What do you mean, 'the way it was supposed to be'?" I asked innocently, tilting my head.
Julian's gaze hardened slightly. The warmth in his expression flickered, replaced for a fraction of a second by a chilling, arrogant malice.
"I just mean... our marriage has had its rough patches over the last year. I know I was distant. I know I traveled too much. But that's all behind us now. I'm going to be the husband you've always deserved."
He stood up from the island and walked over to the cabinet where we kept the glassware. He pulled down a glass, poured warm almond milk from the carton I had bought, and reached into his jacket pocket.
He pulled out a small blue prescription bottle.
"Here," he said gently, dropping a small white pill into the milk and stirring it with a spoon until it completely dissolved. He carried the glass over and set it right in front of me. "Drink this. You need twelve hours of uninterrupted sleep, Natalie. You've had a terrible shock."
I stared down at the cloudy white liquid.
In my ear, an imperceptible burst of static crackled from the micro-earpiece Morgan had fitted into my canal: Do not drink it, Natalie. Stall him. Tactical is moving into the stairwell.
I looked up from the glass into the cold, dead eyes of the man who had murdered my husband.
"You know, Ethan," I whispered, my voice dropping the facade of innocence. "There's just one thing I can't figure out."
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Julian's eyes narrowed. "What's that, honey?"
"Why did you start signing your suits J. Cole?"