Chapter 19 - ELSIE’S FIRST APOLOGY LETTER

Helena wrote:
I’m sorry you were frightened at your birthday.
Rejected by the therapist.
Then:
I’m sorry I slapped you because you reached for food.
Closer.
Then:
I should never have called you defective. There is nothing defective about needing help, doing things differently, or being overwhelmed.
Good.
Then the hardest sentence:
I scared you on purpose before that day because I wanted you to hide things that made me uncomfortable.
There.
Elsie was five when she eventually heard it.
She asked:
“Grandma Helena knows my brain?”
“Some.”
“Does she like it?”
I answered carefully.
“She is learning.”
Elsie said:
“Slow learner.”
May you like
I laughed.
Fair.