Chapter 2 - The Crushed Degree, Empty Pockets, and the Searing Agony of Rejection

The ride home in the back of a crowded yellow bus felt like a funeral procession where Ekenna was both the corpse and the mourner.
His mother, Mama Ngozi, sat beside him, holding a small plastic cooler filled with cold rice that nobody had eaten. Her calloused hands, scarred from decades of peeling cassava tubers, rested gently on his trembling knee. She had seen the dust on his gown. She had seen his bloodshot eyes when he returned to the car park without Chidimma. She hadn't asked a single question, but a mother’s intuition was an ancient, unerring blade.
"Eat some food, my son," she whispered softly as the bus rattled over deep potholes. "The road was long, but God brought you through."
"I am not hungry, Mama," Ekenna croaked, staring through the cracked window at the sprawling slums of the city edge.
In his lap, the red diploma scroll was crumpled. The gold foil was peeling at the corners, revealing gray industrial cardboard underneath. That paper represented five hundred nights of burning kerosene lamps, skipping meals to afford photocopied geology field manuals, and standing in lecture halls because there weren't enough chairs for the poor students. He had finished at the very top of his class—a cumulative grade point average of 4.89 out of 5.0.
Yet, as Chidimma's parting words echoed through his skull, that 4.89 felt like a zero. Poverty is written all over your face.
Over the next six months, Ekenna learned the brutal reality of the world outside the university gates. A First-Class degree was a shiny medal pinned to a starving man's chest. He printed fifty copies of his curriculum vitae using the last money his mother sent from her cassava sales. He ironed his only good white shirt until the fabric grew translucent, walking miles every morning to submit applications to multinational oil firms, state mining corporations, and private geological consulting agencies.
Every door slammed shut in his face.
"We are not hiring fresh graduates without five years of offshore experience," a receptionist at an oil firm in the financial district told him without looking up from her phone.
"Experience?" Ekenna had pleaded politely. "How can I get experience if no one gives me the chance to start? I analyzed core drill samples for my thesis. I can map stratigraphic layers with precision—"
"Young man, security is outside," she replied coldly. "Take your papers and leave."
At another corporate tower, he sat in an interview room opposite a panel of three men in sharp suits. For forty minutes, Ekenna answered complex structural geology questions with textbook perfection, his eyes lighting up as he explained seismic wave propagation and mineral refraction.
The chairman of the panel took off his glasses, smiled faintly, and leaned forward. "Your academic record is extraordinary, Mr. Ekenna. Truly. But let me be frank with you. The three available slots for this trainee program were filled three months ago by candidates recommended by the Ministry of Petroleum. Unless you have a senator's letter in your folder, this interview was merely a procedural formality."
Ekenna walked out into the rain that afternoon, his white shirt soaked through, his cardboard folder turning into mush in his hands. He stood under the eaves of a closed petrol station, watching luxury vehicles slice through the puddles, spraying dirty rainwater onto his trousers.
His landlord back in the rundown suburb of Ajegunle had already given him three eviction notices. The rent was six months overdue. His mother was falling sick with recurrent fever, her pharmacy debt mounting.
One evening, staring at his reflection in a cracked bathroom mirror, Ekenna looked at his hollow cheeks, his sunken eyes, and his calloused hands. He took down the framed First-Class certificate from the nail on the wall, wrapped it in an old poly bag, and shoved it beneath his thin foam mattress.
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Geology had not saved him. Knowledge had not fed his mother. Dignity could not be traded for bread.
Tomorrow, he had to survive.
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