Part 2

He looked confused.
Then afraid.
Mira watched both emotions arrive and pass through him.
She had loved him once because he seemed capable of being afraid. In the beginning, he confessed things in a way that felt intimate. He worried about money. He worried that people found him too intense. He worried that his mother depended on him too much and that he had never learned how to say no to her.
Mira had taken those confessions as proof that he was honest.
Later, she understood that he had been handing her a map.
He had been telling her exactly where he would hurt her.
Grant took another step toward the bed.
Dr. Reed shifted into his path.
“You need to step away from the patient,” the doctor said again.
Grant’s mouth opened.
Anne spoke first.
“Doctor, please. This is a misunderstanding.”
Dr. Reed looked at her.
Anne was dressed in a lavender cardigan over a soft gray blouse, the kind of outfit she wore to luncheons and church committee meetings and the quiet meals she arranged whenever Grant and Mira had been fighting. Her silver hair was cropped close to her head, practical and elegant. In every old photograph of the Holloway family, Anne stood with one hand tucked beneath the opposite elbow, smiling as though she had just heard a private joke.
Tonight, that hand gripped Grant’s sleeve.
“A misunderstanding,” Dr. Reed repeated.
“Yes.” Anne swallowed. “Mira has had a terrible accident. She is frightened. Grant is frightened. Everyone is frightened.”
Mira stared at the ceiling light.
It was almost impressive how quickly Anne could turn fear into a group project.
Dr. Reed looked down at the chart in Talia’s hands, then back at Mira.
“Ms. Sloan,” he said, “would you like them to leave the room?”
Grant’s face changed again.
Mira could feel him watching her.
The first time he had watched her make a decision in front of other people, she had been applying for a job at a research firm in Boston. The interview had gone well. They wanted her to relocate within six weeks. She had called Grant from the parking lot, excited and shaking, and he had listened quietly while she talked.
Then he had said, “You know what happens when you run away every time life gets hard.”
She had not moved to Boston.
Three years later, he reminded her of that conversation as proof she had never wanted to leave.
Mira turned her head toward the bedside table.
Her black phone rested beside the paper cup and a folded pair of hospital socks. It had been there since Talia returned it after the scans. The screen was dark. The black case was scratched at one corner where it had struck tile two nights ago.
Grant followed her eyes.
So did Anne.
Mira’s thumb slid against the thin hospital wristband around her left wrist. She could feel the plastic edge catching against her skin.
“No,” she said.
Grant let out a breath.
Mira looked at Dr. Reed.
“Not yet.”
The doctor nodded.
It was a simple response. Not approval. Not disappointment. Just acknowledgment.
Grant’s shoulders dropped a fraction.
There it was again—that small release he always had when someone allowed him to stay.
Mira saw it, and something quiet inside her steadied.
“I would like him to stand farther away,” she said.
Grant looked at her.
“Mira.”
“Farther away.”
The room was not large. The bed was pushed against the pale teal wall, the side rails raised, a beige bedside table to Mira’s right. A narrow visitor chair sat near the windowless wall. A small monitor rested on an articulated arm above a cabinet, its screen dimmed. There were no flowers, no cards, no overnight bag, no familiar clutter that could make the room resemble a place where someone lived.
Grant took one step back.
Dr. Reed watched him do it.
Anne’s hand remained on his arm.
“Thank you,” the doctor said.
Grant’s mouth tightened.
Mira looked at him and remembered the night he had told her he loved the way she noticed things no one else noticed.
They were sitting on a bench outside a movie theater, sharing fries from a paper carton. His hand had rested over hers. He had leaned close enough that she could smell rain on his jacket.
“You’re careful,” he had said. “You see what people mean, not just what they say.”
At the time, Mira had thought it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever told her.
Now she wondered whether Grant had been studying her from the beginning.
Dr. Reed moved to the end of the bed and looked at the immobilizer.
“How is your pain?”
Mira almost laughed.
The question was so normal that it made her throat tighten.
May you like
“About the same.”
“Any numbness in your foot?”